uh well... for the past year ive sort of sank in n out of depression about three times..they lasted for a week or so, but after i'd be all happy n i'd think nothing was wrong. uh...yeah my folks dont no. only my closest frends do. and they've been throo the same. umm something has to set it off-like small things or big. the first two times i had depression i had a fight n loneliness was a factor. the last time (this time) uhh yeah i had a fight with my dad and yeah i found out he hated me. chi. um but yeah. i cant help but think im going crazy. like havin conversations in my head. like i can hear voices in my head if i tried. lol. weird i no. but yeah. just wondering if i actually am crazy. or what.

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