Every since Ryan took over my body after asking him to do so I've had a lot of strange experiences. Like going to bed way before midnight and about 30 seconds later opening my eyes and it was day light morning time! Zero time passage is an extreme rarity. I'm trying hard to ignore them, but every so often, once or twice a week lately one of them says "We need you!" Why would an alter need the host? Also last week another alter sent me a strong vivid vision of her. She looked like about maybe 7 to 8 years old, light skin, pitch black straight hair, large black eyes. She said something to me but honestly I've forget because I'm trying so hard to get them out of my mind. About a half dozen times lately they've said they'll leave me, but sure enough one of them eventually says they need me.

I wish psychologist would hurry up and figure out exactly what alters are and how to make them disappear if that's what the host wishes!