If I make it past tomorrow, and my mistake can be corrected, things MIGHT be okay. If things go well, it will be a such a relief. If things can't be fixed, it's going to be a long five weeks until Summer. I am constantly trying to distract myself, and it works sometimes. But sometimes it's just miserable. I really hope things go well so I can move past this. I really need you to understand how terrifying this situation is. It doesn't sound too bad, but it certainly feels that way.