ok i did what you suggested and feeled instead of thinked and now i can't shut off the damn feels. curses! curses, i say.

then last night i dreamed i was with my drumming peeps at a circle and E came over to me and asked what was going on with me, because she couldn't see my aura, and i was like i don't know, but i feel like i'm not all here or something and she hugged me.

dreams are weird.

and i miss you even though i just saw you thursday.

curses.