Okay, let me see if I can listen better. I will ask questions so you can tell me if I am right or wrong. Do you want someone to listen to you? Do you want someone to see you, that you try your best, that you have tried many things like study, making friends, to play, to go to therapy? Do you have a need of safety? Do you have a need of a goal like you used to have one of creating music? Would you like a creative goal? Would you like someone to hear that you are tired and worn out and finding it hard to hope? Do you have a need of hope? Do you have a need to be looked up to? Do you have a need to be connected to people?