Yeah, I came back after a long hiatus last night... feel so silly for asking for more help, feels kind of like here I am, asking for help but returning nothing... so its really hard to get this out...

I mean, its a trivial thing, but... I've started becoming friends with my ex's new fiancee

But I take a horribly long time to actually talk to someone, unless I can connect to them immediately... like I only did with my current boy friend and my ex, and one more friend I can think of (net friend).

So I don't say a lot, I mostly talk to my ex (its a fault on my part) and I've been trying to become friends with fiancee, but... well, I talk to her very little, I'm scared I really don't know what to say or that I might screw up somewhere or...

So I get on tonight and check my email... get one very angry one from her yelling at me for always talking to said ex instead of her and for wanting to go job hunting with ex and boyfriend a lot. (Ex has since found one, me and boyfriend are still looking.)

So I really don't know what to say right now... I view my ex as a kind of brother, that's our relationship only, but its just... I don't know how to process the email, where'd I screw up...? I don't want someone else mad or upset...

Sorry if this is trivial or something, just...