I don’t write often but i follow. I have similar transference issues as LT. So i just want to ask...LT did you ask your therapist if it creeps him out or did you say i’m afraid you will think this is creepy etc? i’m wondering if he was just colluding with you by saying it would only be creepy if X not Y. i can see how this is distressing. I had a similar issue with my T and we worked it out and it made our therapeutic bond stronger. i think my t was just inexperienced at the time however if you didn’t lead him with the creepy talk then that would make me really rethink if i could continue with him.