Well ****, I was honestly praying, hoping, keeping my fingers crossed that DID isn't something that I have. It is now I guess a big reality check for all of us. While talking to the Psychologist and after her telling me, I have never had so much inside my head trying to get out all at once. I had a horrible headache during, Dizzy spells, I could tell my tone in voice changed at one point, I even looked at her and said this isn't me talking. I had to pull over on the way home and throw up. I don't want to be around anyone, touched by my grandchildren, wife, anyone.

This can't be real