Threw me for a loop. I was not expecting to go in and it be a session on his observations and diagnosis discussion. I honestly never ever thought I would be considered DID. I always thought I had extreme parts with different personality shifts but just chalked it up to my c-PTSD and Borderline.

I do not wake up in places I do not know how I got there or clothes in my closet that I do not remember buying. I do not have friends that I never met before.

Ok so I have not remembered a lot of session discussions or things I said and I know I do dissociate in session. He mentioned he sees a distinct personality shift.

So now this changes how the entire therapy is going to go. I was there for EMDR but he says we can not do that when I am not in my adult self when I am in the room. We are going to do mapping on the different parts but I don't know all the parts and I do consciously talk to all my personalities but no one talks back. It is not like I read on here.

Can he be wrong? Would it make sense that when one dissociates that of course their demeanor changes but that does not mean I am an entire personality all together.