Wow, I’m sorry....I’m sure your mind’s boggled...but he’s an outside observer...what are his credentials?

When I dissociate....my world clouds up and I go into a daze....and sometimes a part steps up and keeps doing our tasks to only come to down the road on the way to work....

I always thought that when another part takes over that it was me doing it, but then they do things, say things, dress in things that I never would....since we are somewhat co-conscious....it’s easy to mistake their thoughts for my thoughts...but to listen, their head voice is so much different then those of mine.... then when they finally take over....they dominate

I feel like I’m just a Watcher that sees all...but only through them do I exist...as dictating my thoughts. I’m just a point of consciousness with no real body or life control- like a director behind the scenes.

I’m a part as they are parts. I guess because of my position... I don’t notice the missing memories much because the switch is so absolute that any memory of missing memories are thoroughly erased.

I say all this to describe (like in our case) how we can’t see what other people sees. We were blind to it till of late.

Often times it takes an outside observer to correct our thinking.

Is this an official diagnosis or just speculations? Can a second opinion be gotten? How well does this person know you? Hang in there honey....you have a foot in the door of recovery.