((((((somebody)))))))) ... sounds painful... very descriptive... sounds lonely....

dont let futility be the master... you can have control...

let it out, say it, write it, scream it, sing it...

let others know, let them know why, let them know its not ok...

let us know you are real, the darkness is real.... and then find strength, find friends, have hope, have will, have strength and determination... dont let the monster win... you are stronger... you can make it.. we will help...

look up...