Thank you all. It's tough to get a second opinion when it's the Best hospital in AU. But I have turned back to what I consider stable and calm, probably because my 2 year old nephew kept me busy.

But I'm not going to ignore the idea of a second opinion, it's just a huge mind f..

But I'm not medicated (it was tough to resist today) and I'm so happy right now to be back on PC.
I've read up some more about it and my gp explained ME in a revealing way. She's certain I'm also got APD. Great ..