(((sister))) I had a similar experience last night, except It was like I saw myself sitting as a very young gal frozen with shock and fear. I talked to her I told her I knew how she was feeling and she no longer has to be afraid and alone and that she no longer has to remain frozen in time, then I pictured myself taking her hand and walking with her. Today I feel almost like I want to begin to live life fully, I want to begin to notice the colour of the grass, notice what the actual day is like, I want to be here. Thta little girl finally allowed me to feel her feelings with her. I understand how scary this must be for you too!