Saw t today and he said I'm really doing well! He said I seem to be pretty level.
And he said we can maybe start EMDR if I'm still doing well within a month.

We had talked a little about my childhood and he said I came from a messed up home. I said yeah a little bit I guess. He said a lot. He kept saying no a lot messed up. I guess because I told him some new stuff he didn't know. My childhood was messed up...

I had make up under my eye where it was watering and I wiped it. Lol I was so embarassed because he saw it and said it looked like some one hit me. I was like nope...lol just can't keep my eye shadow where it's supposed to be!

He asked if I ever thought about going back to school. I said yes but I don't really wanna talk about it today. We ended up chatting a little about how poorly I was doing last time I was in school. My illness was WAY out of control!! I dropped out after a year and a half. I DO wanna go eventually but I can't afford it and I'm trying too hard to make it working. It's complicated.

I see him again in two weeks. It went well. I feel pretty good.