I've not been here for a while but I've mentioned before how my relationship towards t became overwhelming and the emails took over a lot of my time etc.

Basically for the last two months this great big wall built between me and t. I don't know if it's me becomung more resentful or T becoming more distant but I don't know what to do..
I feel like there is an elephant in the room and I really don't understand why she never starts the conversation about my feelings for her even though its such a massive issue for me.
I've been very very upset about it because the one person I would discuss it with is the person who is the source of the problem!