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Old May 15, 2018, 07:33 PM
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Location: Kentucky, USA
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No masks here at all ever anywhere now. When I moved here 11 years ago not knowing anyone I was just very careful what I rebealed & when & wiuld only discuss my past with people when it came up in discussion. I was starting a NEW life. My psychologist saud I had walls built up to protect myself but even those have now all crumbled to dust. I am happy now & when I do share about the legal battle I am goung through I don't even feel emotional about it. It is just the facts to me thoygh I do say how nuce it will be to get this divorce over with finally. The peaceful life I have lived the last 11 years & all that I have learned about my past & the 13 years of major sutuational depression with suicide attempts are all behind me & I finally understand what & why it happened with the help of good therapy. I share my information when it is relevant to the conversation & live in the awesome present I now enjoy the rest if the time. When I have something troubling me, I am now surrounded by an awesome support netwirk if friends that I can share these things wirh & discuss how best to handle those things. I finally feel about my life & community the way I always imagined it should be for the first 54 years of my life. It just feels so good to just always be my real self in every part of my life.....no masks needed.
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Leo's favorite place was in the passenger seat of my truck. We went everywhere together like this.
Leo my soulmate will live in my heart FOREVER Nov 1, 2002 - Dec 16, 2018
Thanks for this!
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