ok so t. i did some-a that typical of me figuring **** out while driving this morning. sure wish i'd scheduled for this week just cuz i don't wanna wait til next week to discuss it!! but it's no bigs. i got this. and the more i understand where my feelings are coming from, WHY i feel the way i do about you, the easier it is. i understand SO MUCH now.

i love you.

and i know why.

and i can deal with it.

how about that.