I'm into my 2 and half week of no contact. I wish I didn't have feelings for him then I wouldn't put him on a pedestal. I can say I am definitely better. I'm not madly obsessed about him but I do have thoughts and urges to keep looking on my phone to see if he has a text. I'm including activities like learning a language and playing games to distract myself. I feel like my life is boring somehow and there's no excitement because he's not in it. I had a crush on him and I think that's partly why. It's like a chore living life. I feel like excitement has left my life. it's hard to explain.