I have considered the brokenness and that, as I said about pains that go on for a long time, some pains don't go away or are extremely difficult to end. Your question about whether control is even possible is the main point, would questioning that be helpful to people? Maybe it wouldn't. Maybe I'm insulting people by mistake. Maybe sometimes it makes pain worse. I know at one of my lowest points in life, feeling like everything was my responsibility and that I should be able to fix everything was part of what got me so low.

As for the topic not being fit for the forum, I apologize. I have no one more knowledgeable about the subject to talk to than the people on this board, and I didn't want to be sitting on an idea that might help some people. If need be, and I can, I can delete it. I don't want to hurt anybody.