The title says it, and I really believe it. I believe that my sister wants to drive me insane and for me to commit suicide. I know harsh, right? but she is the only person that I really talk to besides my parents, and she has said some pretty numb-nuts things if she doesn't want me to believe that.

She has said that she has thought about killing my parents and I since she was in high school or even younger. She wants to slash my dad's tires. She wants to say that she is spiritual because we went to Catholic schools and because "she has lived and learned so much". But she has really actually sacrificed a bird in the kitchen as "witchcraft". She even believes in crystals. She does drugs all teh time like meth and coke and weed and drinks alcohol none stop. She even asked me to pee in a cup for her like she is going to get me arrested sometime for doing that for her.

I'm not stupid enough to believe that she wants anything good for me in my life. She has tons of "friends" who are such losers. They probably all live over at my parents' house where she lives. (My parents own two houses). One time she actually wanted to throw a house party and was stupid enough to write it all over Facebook.

I believe that she has spread rumors that I'm a lesbian, do heroin, freaky religious, and that I want to have sex with her even. She really is cruel, and like I said, there is no one else I know that would be doing these things. People actually say these things to me and I get called schizophrenic when I bring them up to my parents or her?

She really is a cruel person just to be around because she fakes her anxiety just because her friend is an actress and is probably teaching her how to be the best actress around. I can read body language like a hawk. I really am not that stupid.


So I guess I'm wondering how to make things work with her. I've thought about calling the police on her because of how high she is all the time. I've thought about taking her to the hospital but the emergency room doesn't do s***. Mostly I just blow off all the psychological abuse I take from her but I went downhill in the past few weeks because I couldn't stand anything anymore. All I say is that she is cruel and just doesn't understand herself when she thinks that she is an empath! She don't feel a thing for anybody except herself. She doesn't even love the woman who brought her into the world. She said that she wished Mom would have aborted her and screamed it to her right out in the open. She doesn't feel, and I really do believe that she is a sociopath. Sorry!

Back to the point: what can I do with her besides just ignoring her? I've actually cried about the way that she treats my family when she always makes fun of everybody passive aggressively and doesn't want to take any of it when it comes back to her. "If you don't want hell, stay out of my kitchen". That is what she thinks about and then doesn't want anybody to be angry with her.

Sorry this was so long.