This in-between is feeling longer than they usually do lately, dang it! But that's ok. It's good practice for me, sitting w all the feels I immersed myself in to figure out where my feelings for you came from. It's funny how I'd been able to separate the memories from the feelings and relive the memories themselves without the stupid feels.

Curses. Feelings can kiss my *** today.

Maybe I will try to poem them away.