Please don't project about the future, that will just cause you more stress.

Change is good. I was living with my mom when she died and I slowly made some changes and it helped my grieving. I kept out a lot of her favourite things and rearranged and lightened it up a bit.

What are your health problems? I'm sure you would not like leaving your house, but if you have to..you can make that decision when it actually comes to that......don't worry about that stuff now.

Can you exercise? Walking really does help with depression and feeling so sad.

xoxoxo pat