GAH!!!! As difficult as it is to establish rapport with a T, and then the specter of something like this always lingers. Just leaving? It would be maddening to me, especially since when clients leave Ts, there's this (sometimes unspoken and sometimes spelled out) assumption that there's going to be a series of appointments.

I'm sorry that you're going through this, and I hope you have a set of things that you can do to stay grounded and tactics that can help. I hope you can fall back on things you know to be true for you.