For the past month we've been doing twice a week sessions again. Last week you mentioned that I had a pattern. I would be very vulnerable on a tuesday then defensive and want to push you away on a thursday,because the weekend was coming up again. You're right- I can feel the restistence in me coming up. I want to test you, I want to get under your skin because I just don't want you to go.Four days feels like such a long time to child part 7, but oldest wants to call her stupid for getting so worked up about it.