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Originally Posted by Confusedxx
You are being emotionally abused by your parents. I hate to say this, but do you have any school counselors you can speak to regarding this? If you are feeling suicidal, and know you have issues that aren't being address the school can step in and get a case worker sent to your house. My father was extremely abusive and from what I remember we regularly had a case worker visiting and mandating that we attended counseling sessions. You are being tormented, belittled, and invalidated.
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I'm currently considering going to my school counselor, or telling a teacher about the situation. It's just... difficult. As I've said before, I've sort of been conditioned to believe that I'm the one at fault, and while I know that that just gives all the more reason to tell someone, the doubt is a part of my psyche that I might not ever entirely get over.
I want to tell someone what's going on, but I'm so worried that things will just get worse. I was reading up on what happens when a case is reported to CPS, and it says that often the abusers are required to go to therapy or take parenting classes or something like that... It worries me, though, because my parents have occasionally "tried" to better themselves, but it made no lasting difference. I'm scared that they'll get better for a little bit if that happens, but go right back to how they act now...