Justafriend, I understand your perception. My self worth appreciated in value when I was a successful professional for decades. I have experienced what you described in your post. Some people are fortunate enough to survive and maintain. Some of us reach a point where survival isn't enough.

When I lost the ability to support myself due to mental illness, my self worth came crashing down. I'm not sure I'll be able to heal from this broken space. I do try to focus on one moment at a time for now. Thank you for sharing. I am grateful for your courage.