Two hour talks can make you feel important especially if genuine. I still think that is a important facet to moving coming to terms to things. It will ultimately help you enjoy life then also it will help you allow your light to shine to people. One day, exchange the same pleasantries to folks that are deserving the same kindness. Showing the mix of feelings that are appropriate to relate, not only that not being so frazzled to go about life doing the next best thing.