College can be very difficult when money isnt there. I can assure you that just b/c money has run out doesnt mean your dreams do. I am living proof of that. My family never really had any money, lived paycheck to paycheck, which by the way I truly am thankful for b/c I am so appreciative of what I have. I was the 3rd child and the second to go to college. There was no money saved for college, and I knew that. It was always the understanding that if I wanted to go to college, then I would have to work hard, get scholarships, etc. Well, the time came, I got scholarships and many loans and ended up going to a private university. When I was a freshman, I worked 3 jobs, had a full class schedule and played softball. It was hell, yet it was so rewarding, my day was scheduled down to the minute and I always found time for a nap during the day. It was hard, but worth it. The next 3 yrs were no different, but I made it and have learned so much. I think we learn more about ourselves when we are pushed to the limit, that limit being scared whether you'll be able to pay rent, or have gas to go to class or eat, but you find a way, always. It makes you better person.

Now I mentioned that just b/c you dont have money doesnt mean you cant live your dreams. I am living proof. I am currently in law school, my dream as a little girl. Do I have money, no, but does that matter? NO. It is stressful going there, and add on a marriage and pending divorce and it looks to near impossible. But I thank G*d everyday that I was given this life, this opportunity. I may not be at the top of the class, but damn, I am here with countless other people while so many others wish for this opportunity. I am living my dream and I know that I must put in the hardwork in life to enjoy the rewards that will come my way one day, and they will. So throughout the stresses of life, you may encounter people that have no responsibilities, mommy and daddy are paying and you wonder what that's like, you wonder and wish you had it that easy. And then you realize one day that they dont have it easy b/c they have alot to learn about life and themselves and you have already begun that stage. You end up spending less time finding yourself and more time enjoying life and taking responsibility for decisions instead of blaming others.

It's tough, college can be stressful, but in the end, its rewarding and enjoy the steps throughout b/c in the end, when you get out and into the real world, its those experiences that you remember and make you smile and feel rewarded.