I have wondered if it is because I have put T on somewhat on a pedestal and she does not have a perfect life. She seems so sweet and happy with her life, she is Catholic like myself and pretty conservative as well. A part of me has wanted to be a T for many years. My senior year of business college I realized I was in the wrong major and wanted to be a T. That was on the mid 1990's. She told me this week she thought I would be an amazing T if i went that route. I wonder if it is I am afraid she doesn't have such a great life...