I am right there with you, bizi. Always on the first day of my diet.

Lately I've been feeling just addicted with no object. Like I have this uncomfortable hankering but I don't even know what for. I will try to satisfy it with food or drink or weed but none of that is what it/I want. I quit smoking after 15 years of heavy addiction 22 years ago and I wonder if that's what I'm craving. I tried to describe this to my therapist ladt week thinking that she'd say, oh yeah, that's blah blah, but she just looked at me blankly. lol. So maybe I'm the only one.