I cut someone out of my life today because they wouldn't get me a wedding ring like meggan's.

if you've read some of my other posts, you know how much I need to be a part of things- and in this case, I need a wedding ring like meggan.

and she couldn't ****ing get me one

yeah. I understand. you don't buy wedding rings for people that arn't married (I mean why would you?)

but jesus ****ing christ.

it's part of my mental illness, that I need a wedding ring like meggan for the wedding tomorrow. it's not like I can just say okay, I'll go without.

so now I'm telling this girl if I don't get a wedding ring, she can kiss her job goodbye- I know it seems a little... you know, extreme, but it's how I feel. I need my ****ing wedding ring, okay?. need it

rant over.

everything else just the same.. no sleep or rest, overeating, that kind of thing.