You came through big for me in session, because with the 18 hour work day, bad dreams so I can't sleep, and doing trauma processing, the tears just wouldn't stop, and it rips my pride to shreds to be that way. You said that the water kept rising and I didn't notice it until it was mouth level, and then I just try to breathe through my nose and pretends it's all fine, until it is a fact of drowning. You are a very strict T, and very boundaried, and at times that feels dismissive. On the other hand, I feel in good hands when I am scared and I could feel the wave of trust and you "lending" me strength . I love when you say that- that you are lending me anger bc I don't have enough of my own etc.