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Thought I might see my boyfriend today but he can’t come. That just makes the urge to self harm stronger. Such a silly and immature reaction. And of course he’s the only person I want to talk to about this but I don’t want him to feel bad for not coming up and feel like he has to come see me. I might just text my SIL to take my mind off of it for awhile.
I think I’m pmsing again and that won’t help my mood. I really need to get on birth control to see if it helps. I’ll call on Monday.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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