Gardening is good on two fronts Marilyn. Gets some movement happening and you end up with a sense of achievement after it. If I relied on constant checking of my bsls i think I would drive myself batty because what the manual tests at home are so different to what shows up with the proper quarterly check done in the lab.

Yep - if I buy it I eat it too Gus. There are times when I just cant trust myself to have certain things in the house because if they are there I will eat them. Chocolate is on special at the moment where I live.

Deejay maybe you could have a designated day off your family's stuff and make yourself unavailable? You are allowed to rest. The things that are happening with your hubby has to hve an emotional impact on you though you may not be aware of it. Possume declares a day of rest.