How can i explain in a way that is non confrontational, when I see my new pdoc, that I very often will find ways to sabotage therapy/skip appointments until she gives up on me/ect without alienating her from the very beginning?

I need someone who will not give up on me and will work to assist me so that I can NOT sabotage therapy. I have ideas on what would help me do this, I just don't want to come out and say "well I can be sneaky and difficult" and make her put up a wall right away.