I feel this way all the time, like the world is going on out there, and I am living in a life only of my mind, getting these cables from planet earth, reacting to every thing 30 to 60 seconds late. I hate it because I feel like I am not even present for my daughter. I'm a mess.
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Whether you are a big deal or a small deal, there is always some kind of a deal going on.
- Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche
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