Well had a good night. One of our dearest friends had a birthday Sunday so we went for dinner and a couple cocktails.

I've finally admitted defeat with my money issues. My husband and I don't have a joint checking, but I've ****ed up my account over and over. He bailed me out and I'm closing my account and my direct deposit will now go to his account. I told him he's in charge of all the bills from now on. I'm ashamed at my age but honestly a little relieved. It's been a huge stressor for me. I've talked about my gambling addiction before, it's ugly. I think this is for the brest. Honestly, he could have just kicked my *** to the curb. He really is a good man. I'm lucky

HUGS EVERYONE