This goes out to the men.
You really need to think before you talk to a woman. Because most of us I can only speak for myself are not always in the mood for you to mess with us by your hidden jokes classic behavior of a narcisstic male who loves to tell you that you missed the joke. That is not cool, it is most immature and I usually don't have the patience to deal with such stupidity.
I will give you an example:
A fellow resident from the transitional home that I have but one more day to reside in got on the bus.
He sits down.
After he see's me he says but one word
"Well"
I reply with exactly the same word and that was
"Well"
This guy replies with:
"That's a deep thought"
Now at this point this guy is getting on my nerves, first he is impolite 2nd he is impolite. I don't do sarcasm or sarcastic games . Nope had enough of that in my earlier part of my adult hood. It's abuse. But wait this gets worse.
The guy keeps running his mouth with the following:
"Hey I'm just kidding, I don't know you, I was on a submarine for a lot of years ( I really don't care about that one bit)
he continues to say:
"But I know not to talk to you again"
I'm not perfect, so its at this point I say to him that he is annoying
We went back & forth.
Then out of the blue he said
"And I never had sex with my Mother"
WHOA!
I BOLTED off that bus like the Flash.
I did report him to my case manager hopefully they will talk to this moron.
But I'm still disturbed by it. It was a super gross & very disturbing statement to make.
In my opinion it was somewhat demonic and believe me when I say there are people in this world are like that.
I'm so glad I am out of this place tomorrow.
I found an apartment and it's pretty far.
Don't know if your aware people finding affordable housing is like trying to find a needle in a haystack.
Renting an apartment is extremely, extremely difficult with a wait time of 2 years average. So the one place I found was pretty far South of Seattle.
I'm grateful.
What I'm not grateful for is that piece of ****.
I'm tired of the mentally sick men that talk to women any kind of way. See I come from a family background where I grew up watching my Mom's get beat down REGULARLY so what this piece of **** said got to me to my deepest core.
I wouldn't mind beating him. I have PTSD so my thoughts? really went to a dark place much like Anakin Skywalker when he lost his Mother only not quite that bad.
I'm not into turn the other cheek, at least not now I guess I have to work on that, but I'm not there too much has happened AND I have no physical support I'm single battling a very unkind world with a mental illness dealing with other sick F**ks trust me when I say that that isn't easy.
Say some prayers for me will you?
I'm in a dark place right now.