Good to see you Wildcat, it's been awhile. Sorry you are having such troubles.
I'm doing alright. Just finished a lot of walking around a neighborhood art walk, in a neighborhood MUCH MUCH nicer than mine(!) Bonus was seeing such beautiful gardens. One nearly brought tears to my eyes! Spectacular! Soooo, talking with strangers. Did pretty alright. That's a pretty good indicator actually.
I don't think it's hypo, it doesn't have "the feel". I think it's just how phenomenally ... I just need to get out of the house. It gets to me sometimes. I need a life. And I don't really have one.