Thank you for replying. Yes both of us think im headed to the dysphoric mania if I don't take some action. My best friend from high school died and that's what triggered the activated agitated portion of my mood. She wants me to return to therapy but hasn't ordered me to do it yet. I would need to find a new T since my old one retired. I'm scared to trust a new T. I don't need my job and family disrupted because I confess I feel bad thoughts about myself.
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Originally Posted by *Laurie*
My first thought is that what you've described sounds like a mixed state - or even a dysphoric mania. To me, that "place" is a very challenging, frightening place for someone with bipolar disorder to be in.
Please work hard not to feel embarrassed. Your brain simply got off track. It's a physical thing.
Take it easy, try to do relaxing things...or even a few chores...something that will distract you.
I hope the Seroquel helps. I think it will.
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