It's been a while since I've been in the site, my life has been so crazy since being diagnosed with bipolar (rapid cycling) I feel so stressed out, I can't sleep at night but yet could sleep all day, my doc has me on epival which was helping a lot but in the last 6mths he's had to increase it now i'm at the max and he's got me on anti depressants and just recently anxiety meds!!! I just got offered a new job with better money I should be excited but instead I feel alone, and depressed?!?!?!