Because it's true for me. There were bad rumors about whether I had some kind of condition in elementary, but I ignored them and teachers just tried to shut them down. I just wish authority figures were more upfront about how weird I was. Today, I had flashbacks to the old me. My mom did not bring my glasses to the mall and one could easily tell I wanted to have a screaming tantrum because of it, of the kind I had many of when I was younger. Most people would only be mildly nervous about that kinda stuff, but because I'm used to routines not being broken, I became agitated and wanted, as they'd say in the likes of 4chan, to REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. That moment, I was all, "WHY COULDN'T YOU BE MORE HONEST THAT I'M A ****ING ****** AND A ****ING *******! NORMAL PEOPLE DON'T ACT LIKE ME WHEN THEY THINK THEY'VE LOST SOMETHING!"