I slept until 1:15 pm today, then again from 4 to 6:30. I did it out of boredom and maybe a little depression but not much. But again I feel guilty because my son was left alone (well I was on the couch so at least he wasn’t alone alone) all day. Tomorrow I vow to be up so we can play a game or something. I wish we could go outside but it’s been raining for like five days ina row here with more on the way tomorrow. At least it’s supposed to be warm tomorrow. Today it never got out of the fifties. Ridiculous for May.

I hate PMS! I wanted to eat everything today and did, even though I’ve been so careful with calories for months now. But I can’t lose weight. I only lost .2 pounds this week even though I was under 1600 calories every day. I guess I really need to be under 1200. But then I’m too hungry. At least I’m not gaining weight anymore. New meds make me not want to eat as much (when I’m not PMSing).