Thanks for this post. I can relate to this. When I get more activated and finally dynamic, they don't like it. When I am depressed and answer their 3 questions and let them do the talking for over 30 min. while I doodle, they tell me I sound so much better. I feel dead inside but I am supposed to be okay like that. I know they care but I hate the way I feel.

Lucky you, there are things that make you feel alive and motivated towards a goal. Enjoy your camping vacation.