Back in the academy I used to ask some students I met some questions about homework. There were two times when they would point out "It is written in the book", "It was talked about in the lesson", or "You can find it in X"
I tended to ask lots of small questions

The sad condition is I rely on the internet to understand social situations, so one article told "People who are emotionally mature want others to learn to help themselves out instead of being dependent"
I personally hated the remark because it sounded condescending. Moreover, their remarks were not very friendly towards me. I tried befriending them but they could go on without me.
You could say, they dropped hints. But I see something else - I see "I will not directly tell you that I am bothered when you ask lots of questions because I don't value you enough to even bother, so buzz off"

This left a bad mark on me. I know I have issues studying right now due to a dire mental health condition. The reason I am not leaving academy is because I don't want to give up moving forward. Falling back to work is like going back and forth and I don't want that
I also don't want my family to be happy I am failing. They don't deserve that

Please help me out