I am here and as loopy as ever. I have been going through a difficult time with not even a modicum of an understanding why. I still try to exersize every day. I think this has been helping.

I want to get out of here. I am beginning to feel restless. I want to run away on a trip of some kind. I just do not know what to do with myself. I want my life to be different. I want this to happen right now. Oh well. Here I still am. Maybe I will go to Panda Express to cheer myself up. Something has gotta change.

My daughter is graduating this Wednesday. I am very happy she is. I will be there, but the way I am feeling right now, I want to hide in my house. I am not up to any social situations. I have to locate my camera, and once again figure out how it works. It is one of those expensive premium models where most of its features I will never use. I purchased many expensive lenses for it, most of which I have not used. Another bunch of purchases made during an elevated mood.