A few months ago I felt really, really bad. I was lying in bed for three days and wanted to die. On the third day my mother came to my room and asked what was happening to me. After I told her that I felt awful and I didn't want to live anymore, she sat next to me for a few minutes and then she just left me and went to meet her friend.
How would you feel when your parent wouldn't bother about you in such moment? I'm asking, because I don't know how I should have reacted on this. Is this what a parent love looks like? I think that she should have treated me seriously and didn't leave, but she did... When I wanted to kill myself. After a few months, I still don't know what to exactly think/feel about it.
Thank you for reading.