Congrats on the job offer. I'm sorry that you can't feel excited about it, but really it is great. I hope your meds work out quickly for you and you are able to find the right combo. I've had the same sleep problems and I can empathize. If only we could sleep the day away to make up for the lack of sleep we get at night.
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