(((((muffy, nowheretorun, KD)))))
thanks for the hugs, they are much appreciated. I even got a 'real' hug today- arrived at Ronald McDonald House with my daughter and were greeted like family (ok, so we do stay here at bit lol). That was nice too! Am feelng much better today. It is just with so much stress at the moment I seem to cycle so much more, and so much quicker. But anyway, thanks for being there as I take my baby steps in learning to trust...There are so many ppl I WANT to open up to, that I do really trust, I just have to climb that brick-wall-barrier in front of me and...I guess...have faith...