For as long as I can remember, I have had this weird fetish about women using the bathroom. More specifically, I am often aroused at the thought of an attractive woman going #2, having a bowel movement, whatever you want to call it. I think it may be because I find the act embarrassing, even repulsive, so in some way I find it hard to imagine a beautiful woman sitting on the toilet dealing with the same things that embarrass me, like farting or other embarrassing noises, having to stay on the toilet for several minutes, or any other embarrassing things that accompany the process of defecating.
I am contemplating seeking therapy for this. Is there something wrong with me?
Any thoughts are appreciated.